I was writing my pages in the morning about usual stuff: growth and a stream of creativity and everchanging reality. Also about feelings. I realised how rare we can experience genuine clear emotion such as sadness or joy, sometimes anger and jelousy because normally we are not aware of them where they are coming from and we just reflect on outer things that caused their appearance or trying to get rid of them by infusing another strong emotions that can put them out of our picture by stimulants of any kind. This picture might look sad with the moon and falling leaves with solemn faces but the tree is well rooted and still alive. Just a passing of different seasons and there are flowers that blossom even in the time of the Fall.